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to Francis Hodgson
Newstead Abbey, Sept. 3, 1811
My dear Hodgson, I will have nothing to do with your
immortality; we are miserable enough in this life, without the absurdity of
speculating upon another. If men are to live, why die at all? and if they
die, why disturb the sweet and sound sleep that 'knows no waking'? 'Post
Mortem nihil est, ipasque Mors nihil... quaeris quo jaceas post obitum loco?
Quo non Nata jacent.' As to revealed religion,
Christ came to save men; but a good Pagan will go to heaven, and a bad Nazarene
to hell; 'Argal' (I argue like the gravedigger) why are not all men Christians?
or why are any? If mankind may be saved who never heard or dreamt, at
Timbuctoo, Otaheite, Terra Incognita, etc., of Galilee and its Prophet,
Christianity is of no avail: if they cannot be saved without, why are not
all orthodox? It is a little hard to send a man preaching to Judaea, and
leave the rest of the world - Negers and what not - dark as their
complexions, without a ray of light for so many years to lead them on high; and
who will believe that God will damn men for not knowing what they were never
taught? I hope I am sincere; I was so at least on a bed of sickness in a
far-distant country, when I had neither friend, nor comforter, nor hope, to
sustain me. I looked to death as a relief from pain, without a wish for an
after-life, but a confidence that the God who punishes in this existence had
left that last asylum for the weary. I am no Platonist, I
am nothing at all; but I would sooner be a Paulician, Manichean, Spinozist,
Gentile, Pyrrhonian, Zoroastrian, than one of the seventy-two villainous sects
who are tearing each other to pieces for the love of the Lord and hatred of each
other. Talk of Galileeism? Show me the effects - are you better,
wiser, kinder by your precepts? I will bring you ten Mussulmans shall
shame you in all goodwill towards men, prayer to God, and duty to their
superiors. And is there a Talapoin, or a Bonze, who is not superior to a
fox-hunting curate? But I will say no more on this endless theme; let me
live, well if possible, and die without pain. The rest is with God, who
assuredly, had He come or sent, would have made Himself manifest to nations, and
intelligible to all. I shall rejoice to see you. My present intention is
to accept Scrope Davies's invitation; and then, if you accept mine, we shall
meet here and there. Did you know poor Matthews? I
shall miss him much at Cambridge.
Charles Matthews, referred to in the last paragraph, was a
Cambridge friend of Byron's who drowned in 1811. This letter was written
in reference to Hodgson's shock at Childe Harold's 'immorality.'
to Byron: Letters
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